Hello readers! It's Christmas eve eve. For me, that means my sweet family is in town. Currently, I hear the sound of cards being shuffled, music blaring through the speakers of my television, laughter as my uncle cracks a silly joke, and the inevitable question being asked... "Is it time for presents yet?" Needless to say, this is my absolute favorite time of the year. I have the best family, and this year I cherish it more than ever. I'm so thankful for the life I have and the people who I have been blessed with. I'm glad that my family has accepted my sweet boyfriend with open arms. It makes me smile to see him being able to play our family tradition of poker with everyone. My heart is full of love at this time of year, and I know that has a lot to do with how much Jesus loves and cares for me. He has filled me up with so much joy because of His sacrifices for me. It makes me want to smile and cry at the same time because I know that someone absolutely adores me the way Jesus does.
This year is especially hard and trying for my family. This is the first Christmas without my sweet Maw-Maw and Granddaddy. We've all kind of been dreading this time of the year because we all knew how hard it would be. I've been comforted by the arms of Jesus during this year, even through the hard times. I've been able to lean on Him when I was really struggling with the losses that my family suffered. Mostly, I'm trying to be here for my family. I know it's especially hard on my dad and my mom. They no longer have their mama and their daddy. I just couldn't imagine that pain. I'm just trusting Jesus with their pain and mine. He can handle anything, and I know exactly where my grandparents are. I know they are enjoying their first Christmas in Heaven. As much as I would love to see them, I know if they were given the choice they would choose to stay with Jesus. Tomorrow won't be the same opening presents without my Maw-Maw here, but I'm so glad we had all the time we did with her.
I would just like to wish a very merry Christmas to you and your family! Don't forget the reason for the season. Jesus is love, and He is always good. I hope you remember all that He has done for you, every day. He is wonderful, and this is the most wonderful time of the year. God bless you!
