It's another normal night in the Wade house. The election discussion is blaring in the living room, and I'm trying to drown it out with a little Norah Jones radio on Pandora. I just feel like writing tonight for some reason, so I don't really know what will become of this post... probably just more of the endless rants that I tend to have sometimes.
I'm so incredibly sick of high school. I need a new change of pace. College cannot come fast enough for me. With that I said, I will miss my friends that I have now. My group of friends isn't exactly the biggest, meaning I can count the true ones on one hand. I just don't like change, but I'm so ready for it to come. I'm getting anxious and antsy about where I'm going to go to school. I have my sights set on Campbell; I just have to make sure I have the money for it. So, if you don't mind, please be praying for me for that. I felt so at home when I visited there in September. God keeps opening doors for it though, so I'm just trying to stay obedient to His will.
The holidays are so close I can taste them. It's been so cold on the coast lately. I feel like I'm living up North. I don't want to complain about it though because I absolutely love cold weather. I've been drinking coffee like crazy, craving soup every day, and wanting to cuddle every chance I get. That's what I love so much about Fall... it brings everyone closer, even if only for a time. Plus, my boy is the best cuddler, so it's a win-win situation for me. :)
Speaking of my boy, I have these moments sometimes when I get a text or a call from him and look at the name that pops up on my phone, I sit there and think, "Al Rising is my boyfriend?" I don't know if that happens to anyone else, but even after all this time, it still makes me stop for a second. I don't know how many of you readers have ever had a dream come true that you wanted with all of your heart, but that's what happened to me when Al and I started dating. It was, and still is, a dream come true. I know I'm a youngin and whatnot, but who says how old you have to be to fall in love? Who says how old you have to be to find that one person that makes you never want to look back? All I know is God has the plan for my life. He has opened so many doors for Al and me, and I'm going to continue following Him. I've been so blessed to have a man in my life that is so kind to me. He's thoughtful, loving, and generous. I don't deserve him at all, but I'm so lucky to have him. He'll never know how much I love him, but I can guess that I'll never know how much he loves me either.
Well, for now that's all I can think to write about. I just needed a distraction for a while. I should probably go do something, like homework. But then again, procrastination is my middle name. I'll get it done anyway. Thanks for reading! I'll be posting again soon.
